Why is my automatic reaction to anger and guilt starve, Starve, STARVE!? Or even slice and dice?. I haven't begun any of these actions but I was just a complete bitch to Sondra. I was angry for no reason, snapped, then felt guilty. I've sat for the last hour just visualizing three long gashes in my arm and disappearing. Tomorrow I will wake up feeling fine. Is what I keep telling myself. Tomorrow will be better.
Ugh. I hate myself right now. Rant and pity party over.
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